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I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone
Stay with me
This is what I need please

Will you sing us a song
And we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own
But what would it be without you

I am nothing now
And its been so long
Since I've heard a sound
The sound of my only hope
This time I will be listening

Will you sing us a song
And we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own
But what would it be without you

This heart, it beats
Beats for only you

My heart is yours

you don't know how lovely you are... and you have no idea of how much I miss right now, don't know what happened, but i've started thinking about you, and it's hard that i know it's not the same for you, you are happy now, you can continue with your life, but i'm here, remembering the happy moments we've been through.

I can only say thank you, really thank you for all the things we lived together, and sorry...

so sorry for letting you go so wrongly, i was wrong, god only knows the way i feel without your magic personality, i thought we were made for each other, i thought that we were going to be "forever together"

However, even in this, i was wrong.

Miss you and hope to see you someday, just to know what about you 

tengo las pelotas llenas de la gente que se queja por todo, y a su vez diciendo esto yo también me estoy quejando.........................................

21/01/2017

here I am, after all this time without publishing anything in this blog.
Well, what can I talk about? i will be truth...
i won't lie this time, i will try not to be ashamed of my problems.
To begin, some part of me is just to tired of my life, sometimes i see that life is just a problem and that's a mistake, because in the deepest of my soul I know that life is wonderful if you believe it.
But even knowing that I can control my thoughts, I know I can't control my emotions, my experiences or my past... I just simply can't! How can I do to forget all the things that happened?
I know i'm living in the past, i don't know if it's getting better or worse, I remember i was sad before, but i'm more tired now.
I try everyday to build a castle with shit.
when you start living into your head, it can be hell or heaven, because there is only ONE type of reality, YOUR reality, and that's the problem, you can't decide what's in there, it's just in there...
i'm not living at all, i try to live de moment, but i think that i'm so much time alone, so much to create a world into my head and live in there... i think it's insane... MAYBE I'M SO CONFUSED I CAN'T UNDERSTAND MYSELF.
MAYBE I'M TOO BUSY BEING WORRIED ABOUT THINGS THAT ARE NOT SO BAD
I'M HAVING STUPID FEARSSSSSSSSSSS
I WASN'T LIKE THIS, I WAS DIFFERENT BEFORE
WHAT ABOUT THIS FEARS THAT I CANT CONTROL?????????????????????????
I NEED SOMETHING TO BELIEVE THAT MY LIFE IS NOT OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR